A million different ways to go,
a million different things to see,
I don’t think I could ever see them all.
A million ways to touch the sky,
a million things that make me cry,
a million different speckles on the wall.
A million girls, a million hearts,
a million thoughts that never start,
a million times I wish I would’ve smiled.
A million trys to face my fears,
if I could live a million years,
then maybe I’d be happy for awhile.
A million hopes, a million dreams,
in a million different magazines,
I’m waiting for the phone to ring,
but I don’t know who will call.
Well I’m in my head all by myself,
my soul is sitting on the shelf,
I’m hopeless but I don’t need help,
and I don’t care who’s at fault.
Well don’t talk to me cause I have no time,
I’m waiting for the sun to shine,
I’ll close my eyes and feel my mind,
I’m out here on the other side.
I’ve lost my pride, I’ve lost my way,
I’m waiting for some sunny day,
where I can fly and I can breath,
I’ll take my soul and never leave.
I’ve lost my faith and here I stand,
a broken will with shaky hands,
and burnt out eyes too black to stare,
but dreams can take me anywhere.
I want to fade into air,
I want to fall like the leaves,
and make me weak in the knees,
but never weaken my mind.
And I’ll find the answers,
and I’ll find the answers,
in time.
And I’ll find the answers,
and I’ll find the answers,
in my mind.
But all I find,
and all I see,
my time has left me behind,
I don’t know who I should be.
So I replaced my fears with facts,
and hopefully now I can relax,
with all this weight that’s off my back,
I feel like I could leap tall buildings.
So I’m gilded here in gold,
and all those truthes I’ve never told,
and if my former soul was sold,
I’d hope a new one soon would fill me.
Please don’t fill me to the the brim,
don’t fill me up just fill me in,
and though I’ve been living here in sin,
I’d like to forget that soul I’ve been.