I just,
don’t know what to do with myself.
I tried,
none of it helps.
I cried,
and screamed myself blue.
Don’t know what to do,
and nobody hears me at all.
I cling,
and try to stay firm.
I feel like a germ,
and you won’t even answer my calls.
I don’t,
seem to know why,
that you aren’t my,
well I don’t know.
Why won’t,
won’t my heart float?
Won’t my heart hope,
Won’t my heart grow up?
Why can’t,
can’t she just see,
me for just me?
God I’m all shook up.
I just,
don’t know what to do about this.
I tried,
but I feel ridiculous.
I sighed,
but I don’t wanna get myself down.
Sometimes,
I feel like a clown.
I just,
don’t understand.
I thought it was planned,
I’m amazed how fast it falls through.
One night,
I’m holdin’ your hand,
Oh one more night,
and you don’t wanna see me no more.
I can’t,
wait to be gone.
Wait to move on.
Wait to lose sight.
I hope,
hope that I’ll heal.
Hope to find real,
to find out what’s right.
I just,
don’t know what to do about her.
I tried,
I’m still not sure.
I thought,
for once that the answer was yes.
Turns out,
it might be much less.
I thought,
things could be more.
What do I think for?
I think I’ll just fade.
I thought,
things could be more.
What do I think for?
I think you’re just a waste of my time.