I said I’m downtown.
I guess there’s no debating,
I been waiting on your phone call;
Waiting so long.
I wear a frown now,
cause I been hesitating.
I guess it’s me I’m hating;
Aching as I’m waiting for you.
I’m caught in spider webs,
grieving in my emptiness,
and I can’t find a place to rest my bones.
I’m drowning in my tears;
Treading life for all these years,
and I can’t figure out why I’m all alone.
I’d pray to God,
if God was my belief;
But I can’t say I trust him,
so he gives me no relief.
I shut my mouth;
The prayers still sneak out through my teeth.
I can’t help from calling out,
underneath these falling dreams,
I’m calling, “please I’m crawling”
Oh, oh, oh, oh, please I’m crawling
and the, sky is falling,
and I don’t know why, but I can’t stop balling.
Oh hear me out,
I don’t know why I can’t be anything.
I don’t know why I doubt;
I don’t know why I cry,
or why I pray.
I scream and shout,
about the way I can’t have everything.
I don’t know why I pout.
I’m stuck in pause,
oh never pressing play.
I needed something, it was driving me mad.
But it was nothing; nothing you had.
You know I wanted to be something you’d grab;
I always wanted to be something so bad.