Why?

Why-y-y-y,
did I feel,
the way I felt today?
Why did I want,
to feel more,
the way I felt before?
Why don’t the words,
seem to say,
the things I think to say?
Why don’t the words,
make me feel,
any better?
Any time,
any place,
it’s the thoughts that I embrace.
All the things I’m handed wind up on the floor.
All before,
all because,
of all those things I never was,
it’s all those things I never will I can’t ignore.
Even tweakin’ on the weekend.
Now I’m slippin’ off the deep end.
I’m a nervous wreck,
neurotic to the core.
Guess I’ll,
keep hummin’,
keepin’ on drummin’
I don’t need nothin’
I don’t need nothin’ more.